Pure

I am considered pure. But it's not by choice that I am that pure. No, actually it is. I'm looking for love but can't find any. Some say that my expectations are too high but I don't think so. I just don't want some bitch who wants to become some esthetician and that doesn't have any opinions on anything, following the masses like some kind of perfect lamb. I need a woman with life, vigor in her thoughts, thoughts of how and why. Like me! I don't want a female me but at least some me. Like I said, I am unique, but I surely am not alone (I do hope so)! To this day, I meet some of these girls, but all taken they were. I am presently on to someone but I am not sure if she is conscious of it (pretty sure she does, she is intelligent after all...). I do hope that she likes me or at least have some kind of feeling or thought about me. If god exists, which I highly doubt, may he help me with all his oh so godly might.