Envy/Courage

Yep, envy just kicked in a few minutes ago. There are so much things I am not yet good (because anybody can do anything) at and others are that it sucks. Some emotion that can ruin your days and brighten those of others. But, once again, I am not flinching and even less abdicating. I WILL beat the crap out of these guys. I WILL beat the living shit out this this life and its affiliates. Take that motherfucker! (punch in the stomach so hard it lifts up in the air, stays there for a while then comes crashing down back sided on my very carefully placed knee... yep, thats gotta hurt...)