Lonely

I need to go to my edge, the edge that permits me to extrudate all of my movements and coordination of my touches so that others actually feels me. I want to be felt as much as I want to feel, see, hear and taste others. Loneliness is killing me. I don't seem to learn anymore, nothing new anyway. I need to cross other limits to know them. I really want someone beside me, telling me that I am not alone anymore. That she understands and that I will understand. I need to understand that person, that sole person that will wrap her arms around me, loving me as much I love her. I need to love. I want to love. Help me.