Restraints

I want to go beyond, but I can't! I'll be all alone if I do. To be alone is to be forgotten and to be forgotten is worse than death. If I go, I'll die. More than die. Things in this life are keeping me from going beyond, restraints. Like others who tried before me, I won't be able to pass the process. I am stuck in this plane of existence, stuck with others like me that are alone without their complete self, their love. Wow! Nowdays, everything in my life concerns love. In fact, not only nowdays but everyday love is present. Gosh, do I need some...