Afraid

I am afraid. I am afraid that I will either not be able to complete my life as what it should be or to not be able to meet someone else as my beloved. Many had to make that choice before me. Some chose the first while the others chose the latter. Unfortunately, most of them are not happy with their choice. I want to devote myself completely to the current studying life I have but I am afraid that in that case, love won't find me. But if I try my luck at love, I am afraid that I won't find it; and even if I do, that my studies will be scraped. Oh, women of my world, help me on my way, give me the love to go throught these obstacles of life. Oh, teachers of the way, give me the benefit of doubt on my exams. Oh, people, do.